0078 En somme la vie qu’on menait chez les Verdurin
Mais, comme les vertus qu’il attribuait tantôt encore aux Verdurin, n’auraient pas suffi, même s’ils les avaient vraiment possédées, mais s’ils n’avaient pas favorisé et protégé son amour, à provoquer chez Swann cette ivresse où il s’attendrissait sur leur magnanimité et qui, même propagée à travers d’autres personnes, ne pouvait lui venir que d’Odette,—de même, l’immoralité, eût-elle été réelle, qu’il trouvait aujourd’hui aux Verdurin aurait été impuissante, s’ils n’avaient pas invité Odette avec Forcheville et sans lui, à déchaîner son indignation et à lui faire flétrir «leur infamie». Et sans doute la voix de Swann était plus clairvoyante que lui-même, quand elle se refusait à prononcer ces mots pleins de dégoût pour le milieu Verdurin et de la joie d’en avoir fini avec lui, autrement que sur un ton factice et comme s’ils étaient choisis plutôt pour assouvir sa colère que pour exprimer sa pensée. Celle-ci, en effet, pendant qu’il se livrait à ces invectives, était probablement, sans qu’il s’en aperçût, occupée d’un objet tout à fait différent, car une fois arrivé chez lui, à peine eut-il refermé la porte cochère, que brusquement il se frappa le front, et, la faisant rouvrir, ressortit en s’écriant d’une voix naturelle cette fois: «Je crois que j’ai trouvé le moyen de me faire inviter demain au dîner de Chatou!» Mais le moyen devait être mauvais, car Swann ne fut pas invité: le docteur Cottard qui, appelé en province pour un cas grave, n’avait pas vu les Verdurin depuis plusieurs jours et n’avait pu aller à Chatou, dit, le lendemain de ce dîner, en se mettant à table chez eux:
—«Mais, est-ce que nous ne venons pas M. Swann, ce soir? Il est bien ce qu’on appelle un ami personnel du...»
—«Mais j’espère bien que non! s’écria Mme Verdurin, Dieu nous en préserve, il est assommant, bête et mal élevé.»
Cottard à ces mots manifesta en même temps son étonnement et sa soumission, comme devant une vérité contraire à tout ce qu’il avait cru jusque-là, mais d’une évidence irrésistible; et, baissant d’un air ému et peureux son nez dans son assiette, il se contenta de répondre: «Ah!-ah!-ah!-ah!-ah!» en traversant à reculons, dans sa retraite repliée en bon ordre jusqu’au fond de lui-même, le long d’une gamme descendante, tout le registre de sa voix. Et il ne fut plus question de Swann chez les Verdurin.
0078 In a word, the life which they led at the Verdurins
Marcel Proust
"Remembrance of Things Past" (In Search of Lost Time),
translated by C. K. Scott Moncrieff (1889-1930)
In a word, the life which they led at the Verdurins’, which he had so often described as ‘genuine,’ seemed to him now the worst possible form of life, and their ‘little nucleus’ the most degraded class of society. “It really is,” he repeated, “beneath the lowest rung of the social ladder, the nethermost circle of Dante. Beyond a doubt, the august words of the Florentine refer to the Verdurins! When one comes to think of it, surely people ‘in society’ (and, though one may find fault with them now and then, still, after all they are a very different matter from that gang of blackmailers) shew a profound sagacity in refusing to know them, or even to dirty the tips of their fingers with them. What a sound intuition there is in that ‘Noli me tangere‘ motto of the Faubourg Saint-Germain.”
He had long since emerged from the paths and avenues of the Bois, he had almost reached his own house, and still, for he had not yet thrown off the intoxication of grief, or his whim of insincerity, but was ever more and more exhilarated by the false intonation, the artificial sonority of his own voice, he continued to perorate aloud in the silence of the night: “People ‘in society’ have their failings, as no one knows better than I; but, after all, they are people to whom some things, at least, are impossible. So-and-so” (a fashionable woman whom he had known) “was far from being perfect, but, after all, one did find in her a fundamental delicacy, a loyalty in her conduct which made her, whatever happened, incapable of a felony, which fixes a vast gulf between her and an old hag like Verdurin. Verdurin! What a name! Oh, there’s something complete about them, something almost fine in their trueness to type; they’re the most perfect specimens of their disgusting class! Thank God, it was high time that I stopped condescending to promiscuous intercourse with such infamy, such dung.”
But, just as the virtues which he had still attributed, an hour or so earlier, to the Verdurins, would not have sufficed, even although the Verdurins had actually possessed them, if they had not also favoured and protected his love, to excite Swann to that state of intoxication in which he waxed tender over their magnanimity, an intoxication which, even when disseminated through the medium of other persons, could have come to him from Odette alone;—so the immorality (had it really existed) which he now found in the Verdurins would have been powerless, if they had not invited Odette with Forcheville and without him, to unstop the vials of his wrath and to make him scarify their ‘infamy.’ Doubtless Swann’s voice shewed a finer perspicacity than his own when it refused to utter those words full of disgust at the Verdurins and their circle, and of joy at his having shaken himself free of it, save in an artificial and rhetorical tone, and as though his words had been chosen rather to appease his anger than to express his thoughts. The latter, in fact, while he abandoned himself to invective, were probably, though he did not know it, occupied with a wholly different matter, for once he had reached his house, no sooner had he closed the front-door behind him than he suddenly struck his forehead, and, making his servant open the door again, dashed out into the street shouting, in a voice which, this time, was quite natural; “I believe I have found a way of getting invited to the dinner at Chatou to-morrow!” But it must have been a bad way, for M. Swann was not invited; Dr. Cottard, who, having been summoned to attend a serious case in the country, had not seen the Verdurins for some days, and had been prevented from appearing at Chatou, said, on the evening after this dinner, as he sat down to table at their house:
“Why, aren’t we going to see M. Swann this evening? He is quite what you might call a personal friend...” “I sincerely trust that we sha’n’t!” cried Mme. Verdurin. “Heaven preserve us from him; he’s too deadly for words, a stupid, ill-bred boor.”
On hearing these words Cottard exhibited an intense astonishment blended with entire submission, as though in the face of a scientific truth which contradicted everything that he had previously believed, but was supported by an irresistible weight of evidence; with timorous emotion he bowed his head over his plate, and merely replied: “Oh—oh—oh—oh—oh!” traversing, in an orderly retirement of his forces, into the depths of his being, along a descending scale, the whole compass of his voice. After which there was no more talk of Swann at the Verdurins’.